mourning in the morning

Fuck it. It was just a modelling contest but why was I so hurt when I saw the pictures? Damn they do look good together. They must be a pair. A perfect pair. So what is my role in this world then? I was not even informed that there will be something like that. It was all unexpected. I even prayed that she might win, consoled her when she did not, yet she didn't let me know at all.

And I found it by myself. Damn. Wish that this moment will not leave a scar. Wish that I culd still find the reason to love her.

Untitled.

A lot has changed. I am not myself right now. My day turned into night and my night turned to day. Literally. Seems like sleep has turned its back on me. Many days have passed that I had observed the rising of the sun from my room. Like now, typing utter nonsense without having a taste of a peaceful slumber. Amazing.

Vices have gone from bad to baaaaaaaaad. Alcoholic, smokaholic, and puyatholic. Damn it.

Happy Valentine's everyone. My supposed to be valentine is far far away. Many miles back home. I wish that I could be where she is right at this moment, maybe in her bed. *grin*

Honestly, I love you, you sexy devil.

1 h 18 min - - P20

It has been months when I've last seen Saw. And it was Saw 4. Saw, the psycho thriller that was so damned yucky enough to make someone vomit. John Kramer, or "Jigsaw" the "madman" behind the complex "games" which either meant life or death. For those of you who haven't seen it, it's a must-see movie.

I had developed a particular fondness for the movie, that I had awaited for the upcoming Saw 5. My classmates then said that Saw 5 was already at the cinemas, only to find out that I wasn't that much updated. But I never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that I could be able to see this movie out here in UPV. Yes. As I am currently typing this post, I am watching Saw 5.

"Hotspot", as the localities refer to the internet cafe located just above Zipzapzoom, is an exotic haven. Loads of movies can be found here, saved away in folders.

So much for my blabbering, I have a movie to watch.

"Life should be cherished."

Miss you to pieces. Trix.

Sayonara.=]]

New Post; New School; New Life

First day of school has been moved to next week. Which means another week of waiting, another week of anticipation, another week of budgeting meals, another week. Another week. Hell.

For those of you who know me and gives a care about my life, I'm currently enrolled in University of the Philippine in the Visayas. Many miles away from my hometown, my family, and my *uhm*.

I'm currently staying at Hall 1, Room 26-B. I have resorted to blogging now, because I have no other choice. I'll let it be my outlet of emotions and boredom.

Boredom. Every day is a routine. Wake up at 6, play basketball, sweat, return to bed, sleep, eat breakfast, sleep, lunch, sleep, dinner, sleep.

It doesn't take a genius to infer that I'm bored with the way things are going, and I'm awfully hoping that time would pass me by so that when I wake up, it will be the first day of class.

And by the way, I miss you Trix.

Sayonara for now. =]]